SURVIVE

Sunday 5th June 2011.

A cloudy Sunday...as cloudy as my mind! This debate training for the National Level is no joke when I have to juggle my time for other tasks as well. I have another 2 piles of Form 4 English 1119/2 to mark. I do not wish to carry that spiteful bundle to Kuantan. I can't carry anything heavy. That is the warning/reminder from the Orthopedic Specialist. My poor spine is not as good as it used to be. The worn out discs or lumbar is not getting any better. I have to rely on medication without any excuse. If that doesn't offer the comfort needed, then, I have to go a process where the doctor will inject a "liquid" (for God sake, whatever is the name!) to ease the tension between the lumbars.

If things get worse I have to go for operation to insert a screw in between the same lumbars that are having problems. Well, makes me feel like I am a wardrobe or something when the dear doctor mentioned the screw!!

But, if I don't have any other choice I will have to agree. Well, I am so used to living in situations that I don't have much choice, but with my faith in God Almighty and never-ending determination; I survived. And I will survive. That much I know.