Tuesday, August 30, 2011

SYAWAL

Hari ini 1 Syawal 1432Hijrah.
Untuk kali pertama sejak sekian lama aku tidak menangis bila takbir berkumandang, bila aku duduk membalut ketupat pulut yg diajar Aruah Emak.

Aku sudah belajar melepaskan semuanya yg berlalu.Aku perlu hidup demi diriku.Semalam yg penuh duka sengsara adalah pengajaran dan teladan juga sempadan.Aku doakan hari ini dan hari depan adalah hari-hari bahagia seperti yg kudoakan sentiasa.

Wahai Tuhanku, bersama Syawal ini hamparkanlah kebahagiaan buatku.

Friday, August 26, 2011

Pondering Delights



"NO AND YES ARE TWO SHORT WORDS WHICH NEED
A LONG THOUGHT...MOST OF THE THINGS WE MISS
IN LIFE ARE DUE TO SAYING NO TOO SOON
AND YES TOO LATE..!!!...........think of it...........!!!"


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That is attitude.

1) Heavy rains remind us of challenges in life.
Never ask for a lighter rain.
Just pray for a better umbrella.

2) When flood comes, fish eat ants & when flood recedes,
ants eat fish.Only time matters. Just hold on,
God gives opportunity to everyone!

3) Life is not about finding the right person,
but creating the right relationship, it is not how we care in the beginning, but how much we care till the ending.

4) Some people always throw stones in your path.
It depends on you what you make with them, Wall or Bridge? Remember you are the architect of your life.

5) Every problem has (n+1) solutions, where n is the number of solutions that you have tried and
1 is that you have not tried. That's life.

6) It is not important to hold all the good cards in life.
But it is important how well you play with the cards
which you hold.

7) Often when we lose all hope & think this is the end,
God smiles from above and says,'Relax dear, it is just a bend. Not the end. Have Faith and
have a successful life.

8) When you feel sad, to cheer up, just go to the mirror and say, 'Damn I am really so cute' and you will overcome your sadness.
But don't make this a habit because liars go to hell.

9) One of the basic differences between God and human is, God gives, gives and forgives. But human gets,gets, gets and forgets. Be thankful in life!

10) Only two types of persons are happy in this world.
1st is Mad and 2nd is Child.
Be Mad to achieve what you desire
and
be a Child to enjoy what you have achieved!


_ With due thanks to a Dear who shares this with me.

Thursday, August 25, 2011

Ramadhan ke 25

Hari ini hari ke 25 Ramadhan.
Kian menghujung kiranya bulan penuh barakah ini. Terima kasih Tuhanku kerana mengizinkan aku menjalani ibadah ini hingga ke hari ini meski dalam sakit yang bersambung-sambung antara satu dgn yg lain.
Penghujung Ramdhan bererti akan tibanya Syawal. Bagi aku yang sudah tak punya ibu dan bapa, Syawal sudah hilang seri, sudah tak punya makna. Dan tahun ini Nurul Nabilah Hanis pula berada di Alabama. Hanya ada kakak-kakaknya bersama. Syawal, datanglah dan pergilah bersama duka yg tidak mungkin kulukis dgn warna.kuterjemah dgn kata.

Saturday, August 20, 2011

20082010



SELAGI MENTARI MASIH BERSINAR
HARAPAN TAK PERNAH PUDAR,


SELAGI BULAN MASIH DI LANGIT MALAM
IMPIAN TAK AKAN PADAM



catatan di Facebook pada 20 Ogos 2011.

Praying Hands


"Praying Hands” (study for an Apostle figure of the “Heller” altar, 1508). Dürer, Albrecht.

The actual drawing of Hands, sketched in 1508, was intended as a preliminary study for an altarpiece commissioned by a wealthy Frankfort citizen, Jacob Heller. Nevertheless, the drawing is finished down to the last detail, because Durer planned to transpose it exactly in the final oil painting. For 13 months Durer worked on the final painting, determined to make it so sound and beautiful “that it will remain bright and fresh for five hundred years.“

The Legend Behind the Praying Hands

Back in the fifteenth century, in a tiny village near Nuremberg, lived a family with eighteen children. Eighteen! In order merely to keep food on the table for this mob, the father and head of the household, agoldsmith by profession, worked almost eighteen hours a day at his trade and any other paying chore he could find in the neighborhood.

Despite their seemingly hopeless condition, two of Albrecht Durer the Elder’s children had a dream. They both wanted to pursue their talent for art, but they knew full well that their father would never be financially able to send either of them to Nuremberg to study at the Academy.

After many long discussions at night in their crowded bed, the two boys finally worked out a pact. They would toss a coin. The loser would go down into the nearby mines and, with his earnings, support his brother while he attended the academy. Then, when that brother who won the toss completed his studies, in four years, he would support the other brother at the academy, either with sales of his artwork or, if necessary, also by laboring in the mines.

They tossed a coin on a Sunday morning after church. Albrecht Durer won the toss and went off to Nuremberg. Albert went down into the dangerous mines and, for the next four years, financed his brother, whose work at the academy was almost an immediate sensation. Albrecht’s etchings, his woodcuts, and his oils were far better than those of most of his professors, and by the time he graduated, he was beginning to earn considerable fees for his commissioned works.

When the young artist returned to his village, the Durer family held a festive dinner on their lawn to celebrate Albrecht’s triumphant homecoming. After a long and memorable meal, punctuated with music and laughter, Albrecht rose from his honored position at the head of the table to honor his beloved brother for the years of sacrifice that had enabled Albrecht to fulfill his ambition. His closing words were, “And now, Albert, blessed brother of mine, now it is your turn. Now you can go to Nuremberg to pursue your dream, and I will take care of you.”

All heads turned in eager expectation to the far end of the table where Albert sat, tears streaming down his pale face, shaking his lowered head from side to side while he sobbed and repeated, over and over, “No …no …no …no.”

Finally, Albert rose and wiped the tears from his cheeks. He glanced down the long table at the faces he loved, and then, holding his hands close to his right cheek, he said softly, “No, brother. I cannot go to Nuremberg. It is too late for me. Look … look what four years in the mines have done to my hands! The bones in every finger have been smashed at least once, and lately I have been suffering from arthritis so badly in my right hand that I cannot even hold a glass, much less make delicate lines on parchment or canvas with a pen or a brush. No, brother … for me it is too late.”

More than 450 years have passed. By now, Albrecht Durer’s hundreds of masterful portraits, pen and silver-point sketches, watercolors, charcoals, woodcuts, and copper engravings hang in every great museum in the world, but the odds are great that you, like most people, are familiar with only one of Albrecht Durer’s works. More than merely being familiar with it, you very well may have a reproduction hanging in your home or office.

One day, to pay homage to Albert for all that he had sacrificed, Albrecht Durer painstakingly drew his brother’s abused hands with palms together and thin fingers stretched skyward. He called his powerful drawing simply “Hands,” but the entire world almost immediately opened their hearts to his great masterpiece and renamed his tribute of love “The Praying Hands.”

The next time you see a copy of that touching creation, take a second look. Let it be your reminder, if you still need one, that no one–no one–ever makes it alone!

TQVM to a Dear who shared this heart warming story with me.

Wednesday, August 17, 2011

17 Ramadhan

Hari ini 17 Ramadhan juga 17 Ogos. Hari aku demam dan selsema juga.Sebenarnya sejak malam tadi sakit belakang yang amat. Masa solat terawih dgn duduk rapat2 bersama pelajar, hati dah bimbang.Tapi gagahkan juga. Dan akhirnya tulang belakang yg sememangnya cedera, sakit semula.
Nasib baik hari ni ada appointment dgn pakar. Dr Soh Chiang Joo yg handsome dan baik budi bahasa mengingatkan jangan "pressure the spine". Angguk saja lah...Kena pegi buat bone density test. Alhamdulillah tak mengidap osteoporosis. Berkenalan dgn juru X ray dari Sarawak. Manis orangnya semanis budi pekerti.

Hari ini juga seluruh warga sekolah memasak bubur lambuk. Aku aja yg terkecuali kerana aku diberi MC oleh Dr Soh. Jadi kau tak tau apa cerita bubur lambuk. Tapi menjelamg 4.15 petang telefon berbunyi...En Din, pembantu pejabat call. Dia nak kunci bilik guru dan dia nampak ada bubur lambuk satu bekas atas meja aku...dia suruh ambil di ofis...terharu aku dgn kebaikannya.Maka si Kakak pun memecut Habib, Viva putihnya dan membawa balik bubur lambuk bahagian emaknya.

Pukul 4.30, Cikgu Haji Yaacob, bekas pensyarahku datang menghantar 2 biji cempedak dari kebunnya. Terima kasih cikgu.

Hari yang suram dgn sakit tapi Allah temukan aku dgn orang yg baik2 semuanya...Syukur Alhamdulillah.

Tuesday, August 16, 2011

magic

Even if some magic would allow me to be someone else, I'd still choose to be myself.

Friday, August 12, 2011

Rindu

Rindunya aku
pada orang-orang yang jauh
yang hilang
yang sudah tiada

Rindunya aku
pada sawah padi menghampar jauh
sungai jernih mengalir sepi
kampung halaman lama kutinggal

Rindunya aku
pada hari-hari silam yang indah bahagia
musim-musim manis berwarna ceria
waktu-waktu dulu yang berlarik ria

Aduhai
rindu ini menduga hati
seorang aku
mengukur sepi menganyam sunyi.



Friday, August 5, 2011

Myself



This is where I am with myself
This is where I am myself
Though the world is always so full of people
Sometimes I am so very lonely

Sometimes I really wish
I can have all I hope for
Sometimes I really hope
All my wishes come true
THIS VERY INSTANT.

Monday, August 1, 2011

Hari pertama

Hari ini hari pertama puasa. Melaka cuti. Sunyi saja sekitar.Agaknya semua orang tidor balik lepas solat subuh.
Malam tadi solat terawih. 8 rakaat yang pantas. Dan bila balik aku sakit belakang yang amat hingga terpaksa letak hot pack. Sepanjang malam sakit...Tahulah aku bahawa selama ini aku tak sakit semasa solat kerana aku buat sendiri-sendiri mengikut kemampuan. Tapi solat berjemaah yang pantas dan cepat memang akan menganggu tulang belakang yang cedera ini. Kena solat sorang-sorang kat rumah lah nampaknya...Apa boleh buat, kerana sakit ini pun ujian Tuhan juga.Maka aku terima dengan redha.
Tapi syukur aku masih boleh berpuasa.