Saturday, December 31, 2011

Hari ini

Hari ini 31 Disember 2011.
Hari terakhir di tahun ini.
Setahun yang penuh cabar dan duga telah kuharungi. Meski banyak airmata yang tumpah, meski jiwa merintih dalam diam, meski hati sering goyah dengan derita tak terucap, aku masih lagi berdiri di sini. Dengan rahmatMu Ya Illahi, aku yang kerdil masih lagi meneruskan langkah. Aku tak akan berpaling lagi. Aku akan mendepani segenap ujianMu kerana aku percaya Engkau tidak akan membiarkan doaku dibawa angin lalu.Berikan aku ketabahan untuk setahun lagi kerana aku perlu hidup untuk diriku. Berikan aku kebahagiaan yang kupinta.Berikan aku kesejahteraan yang kucari.Hamparkan bagiku rezeki seluas lautan tak bertepi, seluas langit membiru.Mudahkan segenap urusanku denganMu dan dengan manusia lain.
Sesungguhnya Engkau Maha Mengetahui,maka aku serahkan segalanya kepadaMU.

Thursday, December 29, 2011

WISH


This is my wish for me:
COMFORT on difficult days
                                   SMILES when sadness intrudes
RAINBOWS to follow the clouds
                                   LAUGHTER to kiss my lips
SUNSETS to warm my heart
                                   HUGS when spirit sag
FRIENDSHIPS to brighten my being
                                   BEAUTY for my eyes to see
FAITH so that I can believe
                                   CONFIDENCE for when I doubt
PATIENCE to accept the truth
                                  COURAGE to know myself
LOVE TO COMPLETE MY LIFE.

Friday, December 23, 2011

Ayu

‎...dedicated to my beloved mother,
for always believing,
and whom without your trust,
I'd not be here...

It's a wrap for my AE, thank you Mak. For everything.

My daughter wrote this and God knows how I cried reading it.

Thursday, December 22, 2011

fundamentals

LOVE, RESPECT,APPRECIATION & UNDERSTANDING ARE THE FUNDAMENTALS THAT MAKE A RELATIONSHIP LASTS A LIFE TIME.-fazilahdahman.13thdecember2011.

Wednesday, December 21, 2011

Hari Ini

Hari ini
setahun genap
aku berpaling dari daerah
yang kudiami suku abad

Daerah dusta penuh pura-pura
Tangisku dalam hati
Sengsaraku dalam diam
Akhirnya bernoktah juga

Hari ini
Aku menjadi diriku
Seperti yang aku mahu
Semahunya aku.

Tuesday, December 13, 2011

PERLU

ingin kukatakan pada dunia
aku tak sekuat yang dilihat
aku tak setabah yang disangka
aku tak seberani yang dizahir
tapi
aku tak punya pilihan
aku perlu kuat
aku perlu tabah
aku perlu berani
DEMI DIRIKU.

Saturday, December 10, 2011

Touching

When I marked the exam papers 2 stories written by the candidates really touched my heart.
Never mind what the stories are about. What matters is the sentences in the stories.
1. I am not cleaver (she means clever)but I love my mother so much.
2. "You never know what that night meant to me.I love you."( A note written by a mother to thank her son who took her to dinner for the first and the last time because she died a few days later due to heart attack.

These sentences remind me of my mother.At the age of almost 50, I still want to have my mother around but that is not possible because she left me forever 10 years ago.
May Allah bless my mother always.I am who I am today because of her.

Thursday, December 8, 2011

Socrates and the Test of Three


In ancient Greece (469 - 399 BC), Socrates was widely lauded for his wisdom. One day the great philosopher came upon an acquaintance who ran up to him excitedly and said, "Socrates, do you know what I just heard about one of your students?"
"Wait a moment," Socrates replied. "Before you tell me I'd like you to pass a little test. It's called the Test of Three."
"Test of Three?"
"That's right," Socrates continued. "Before you talk to me about my student let's take a moment to test what you're going to say.

"The first test is Truth. Have you made absolutely sure that what you are about to tell me is true?"
"No," the man said, "actually I just heard about it."
"All right," said Socrates. "So you don't really know if it's true or not.

“Now let's try the second test, the test of Goodness. Is what you are about to tell me about my student something good?"
"No, on the contrary... "
"So," Socrates continued, "you want to tell me something bad about him even though you're not certain it's true?"The man shrugged, a little embarrassed. Socrates continued. "You may still pass though, because there is a third test - the filter of Usefulness.

“Is what you want to tell me about my student going to be useful to me?"
"No, not really."
"Well," concluded Socrates, "if what you want to tell me is neither True nor Good nor even Useful, why tell it to me at all?”
The man was defeated and ashamed.

This is the reason Socrates was a great philosopher and held in such high esteem.

(Socrates was not a Muslim, but what he had practiced made him much better than most Muslims nowadays. A great many people find it so exhilarating bad mouthing others, gossiping on matters that have nothing to do with them, acting holier-than-thou. So before you say anything about anyone, please take this test of three.This is a reminder to myself too. May Allah bless everyone of us.